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[Jun. 26th, 2005|10:40 pm] |
So here's the picture that I drew and colored of Lex and Liam. I can't believe I wasted my time coloring it. >>;
( pic )
Lex and Liam are (c) 2004-2005 GaiaOnline Interactive or something.
First here is a list of the things that are absolutely WRONG with it (starting with Liam and working around to Lex! ♥):
1. The bandana-thing. It's supposed to have a corner coming out on both sides, but I put one big corner on his right side. :(
2. Liam's hair. It's outlined between the two different colors because I was lazy. It looks awful. ;;
3. Liam's left arm (shoulder). I was trying to make it look like it was forward some. Instead, it looks lumpy and detatched.
4. The arms in general are really bad because I have no idea what muscles look like. You can tell that much, though, can't you?
5. Liam's hand. ... Hand. Argh.
6. THE TICKETS. I'd already drawn and started to color them and everything when I realized they aren't actually that big. They're the size of those prize tickets you normally get at arcades, which tear off. The image of the ticket even has a corner torn off! Rrrgh! If I'd taken the time to look this up, I may have drawn a chain of them.. (Also, I didn't bother drawing them on properly - I just distorted a pre-existing image of the tickets to fit the ones Liam was holding.)
7. Lex's hand is very plain and ugly just sitting there. :< And I think he may have cuffs or something on his wrists - like the card shark bands, which apparently go over the wrists. But the image of him doesn't show his wrists, so I can't be sure, and I couldn't find any more pictures of him at Saki's website (the artist for Gaia).
7. Lex's hair. And face. His hairline receeds more and his hair isn't so shaggy/long. It's actually kind of short. :/
Here are the things that I like about the picture:
1. Liam's face. ;__________;
2. The shape of Liam's hair, even if I botched the coloring.
3. The logo on Liam's shirt. LOOKS JUST LIKE THE REAL THING! Hee. *oddly proud*
4. Lex's shirt. :3
5. The idea behind it. ;; I wish somebody talented would draw Lex+Liam things.
The background is just the background of Gold Mountain Casino cropped and resized. XD; What, I got lazier. So sue me.
As always, I can't CG worth a damn. This is no news to me. I can hardly color when it comes to crayons. I'm also not the greatest artist in teh warld evar. (yet) So don't blame me if you get blinded by the crappiness of it. :( You'll see, one day.. I'll be GREAT~~ mwaha. You'll see. You'll see. |
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[May. 27th, 2005|10:28 pm] |
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My conscience keeps bugging me. There are certain things that I feel should be said to certain people, and I haven't said them because.. well, I don't know why. Because I haven't. But I have a few apologies and explanations for folks, and I just can't have a clear conscience until I get these things out. Whether or not these people end up reading this is up to them; but it's out in the open for them, any time.
To Jason V.: I'm sorry for always being such a bitch to you. It's childish of me to be mean to you just because I dislike you. I do dislike you, but that's no reason for me to wish you'd just leave me the hell alone and get out of my life forever. :D
^-- see. The happy face means I was being nice. :)
To Wala: Thank you for not picking up your phone when I called you (several times) back in January. Whether it was coincidental or on purpose, I think it's a good thing that I didn't speak to you. You're a great guy and I wish we could continue to be friends, but I somehow get the feeling from you that you'll never really be able to be friends with me again. Maybe I'm wrong - but I guess it's hard to look at someone you break up with as a regular person again.
To Jeannie: I'm sorry that I sort of ended up copying your style, and tried to copy your personality, when I first got you as an LJ friend; in my defense, I didn't even realize I was doing it. In a time when I was struggling to find my own identity, even on LJ, I guess I ended up latching on to the most solid one, which was yours. You're an amazing girl and I'm sorry if it ever felt like I was stealing your identity - I remember you making a post to that effect, but if you were talking about me or about someone else, I don't know. I just wanted to say that looking back, I can see it now - and I'm sorry.
To Mike B.: I.. really don't like you that much, and I feel bad for saying that but it's the truth. We just don't mesh right. It's not that we disagree on things; we just agree for TOTALLY different reasons, and to me it's a little unsettling. You don't understand anything I say and everything you say makes me think you're an idiot. I really don't know why we're still LJ friends, so I'm going to take you off my list. I just don't like you.
To Veronica: I think you're insane and I know that you didn't have the greatest past, but god fucking damn. Chin up and get over it - that's my official advice. Take it or leave it, but don't blow up in my face again :D. Also, I'm still waiting for my glasses.
To Steven W.: I have to admit, your senior year I thought you had a crush on me and I was a little weirded out (because I'm bad at awkward situations like unreturned affections). I'm a little embarrassed about thinking that at the time because it means that I'm arrogant and self-centered. :D But it's been well over a year since that, so please don't hold it against me.
To Toren: I'm sorry that I was very awkward when you said what you did last time we talked, but really, I don't like you all that much. We don't talk anymore so we're not close - and really, I don't want to be. I'm sorry if that makes me a bitch, but I'm only trying to tell the truth here. And to be told that you were loved by somebody who has only ever known you online, and didn't really know you all that well (except for your boob size), is a little strange.
To Tom: I'm sorry that I'm really not the girl that I was those years ago, and I'm sorry that you expected me to be. I have a life that expands beyond IRC and the Lab now, and I have for awhile, and any ties that I made with most of the people from Scifi have either been maintained over the years or mostly dissintegrated. So don't take it personally. :/
Anybody else who feels like I should have something to say to them, please let me know. If we have any loose ends, I'll tie them up or at least torch the remaining threads. :)
But pretty much, if you're not on the list - and I guess it's pretty short, all in all - I've either completely forgotten that we have issues with each other, or I don't think that we HAVE any issues. Also, please keep in mind that what I've said here are my beliefs and my feelings, and not open for dispute. You can try to argue, but the fact remains that I feel this way and that's probably not going to change.
Public entry so that those not on my list can see it. Please don't comment anonymously - it's just harrassing. If you have something to say, say it yourself. :) |
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[May. 23rd, 2005|12:47 am] |
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I feel like an idiot for asking this, but WHY is my browser doing this? D: It randomly decides that when I try to save an image to my computer, it will save it as a bitmap and only bitmap. I just had to crop the white space out of the image of my avatar. >>;
I meant to update my LJ that I changed my avatar on Gaia again. :D She has a new hairstyle, and somebody fondled it the other day. XD;
She reminds me of one of those snobby japanese schoolgirls you see pictured in certain mangas. :D The kind that goes to tanning salons and gets her hair dyed and is really mean to all the unpopular girls. XD
I'm not really like that. I'm one of the unpopular girls. :< *sob*
Ahem.
Here's a list of DVDs and Manga that I have. :D
Bolded DVDs are American films.
Italics mean I KNOW I'm taking this with me to NJ - Justine, please let me know if I should add/subtract anything!
The first section of DVDs is my personal collection.
The second section of DVDs is the Studio Ghibli DVDs that I own. :D
The third section is the box sets that I have.
The fourth section is the "House" DVDs, meaning my mom probably bought them, but they're still available to me for screencapping purposes. :x
... I just got really self-conscious of my grammar. >< Using "is" looks really awkward to me, but I can't properly explain it. What section decides whether I use "is" or "are"?
The first section of DVDs is ________.
Section is, but DVDs are.
"section of DVDs" is singular though, so I'd use "is," wouldn't I?
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I guess I'm looking at it too closely. :D I could probably word it differently and get something better-sounding, but I'm too lazy. :D Come to think, something like "contains" would be better than "is," but.. :x Oh well.
( DVDs )
( Manga/GNs/Artbooks )
I just accidentally discovered the :I face. :D
Here are some things I'm looking for, for the record:
Velvet Goldmine (DVD)
Hedwig and the Angry Inch (DVD)
Tank Girl (DVD)
Chance Pop Session vol. 3+ (DVD)
SuperGALS! vol. 2+ (DVD)
Mars vol. 8+ (Manga)
Paradise Kiss 5 (Manga)
Demon Diary vol. 7, 2, 3, & 4
So if anybody's got those and HAPPENS to want to trade/donate.. XD
Ah, other than that, I did absotively nothing today. Yay. :D |
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[May. 21st, 2005|12:28 am] |
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I made a Cat Soup colorbar. Why? Because I just saw the movie. And. It's. AWESOME. XD
Seriously, anybody who likes weird things needs to see this short. It's adorable, 34 minutes of absolute wonderful. :D
Cat Soup is slightly demented love ♥
.. hope it turned out okay. :D
That's all I wanted to share. :D Much love~. Let me know if you're going to use it. :D |
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[Apr. 6th, 2005|07:46 pm] |
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I don't know why, but I just felt really liberated today. Like I was a free woman. I know it sounds stupid, but for the first time in a long time I realized that.. I don't have to change for anyone, because nobody wants me to change for them. I'm not sure what made me realize it. But I was in the snack line at break and I had a dollar so I thought, "Why don't I get some pretzels?" Pretzels are one of my favorite snack foods, but I still haven't quite broken out of the habit of NOT eating them.
While I was dating Jason (oh, I shudder to think there was a time!) there were a lot of things I couldn't do, or couldn't eat, or couldn't READ, because he didn't like them. Among the things I couldn't eat were pretzels - those regular, crunchy and salted pretzels that you get in the bag. I loved those, but I gave them up for two years for him because he couldn't stand them. But did he give up smelly vinegar chips for me? No. :( Jerk.
Well, regardless, it was my choice to give the pretzels up. Same as it was my choice to give up peanut butter, or "worrying about how I looked"(does anyone remember how horribly messy/uncombed my hair always was Freshman and Sophomore year? Yeah. Still trying to break THAT habit as well). So it isn't really his fault. Not blaming him.
But the thought crossed my mind that I used to not eat pretzels solely because somebody else didn't like them. And it sort of touched me somehow, deep down, and I just felt really free all of a sudden. I felt like I didn't have to do anything for anyone else ever again, and I was free to become the person who I want to be. For me alone.
Because.. I am still growing up. I'm still a child, and I know that even if Mr. Perfect came along, I wouldn't be ready for him. Well, maybe if he just wanted a quick fling and some hawt smex, that'd be okay :D, but I'm completely unprepared for any kind of dedicated relationship - I have my own life to figure out first. I need to at least get through my 2 years of college before I bother with all of that.
I know that me saying all of this isn't going to stop me from falling in love with somebody again. I'm one of those people that falls in love a little too easily. :D; I just hope that maybe I can look back on this later on to help me remind myself what my real priority is: me.
In that spirit, I'm going to make this entry public in case I forget my password or something. XD; |
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[Mar. 27th, 2005|04:12 am] |
Dear Netscape,
Please stop disconnecting me right after I log on and then reconnecting me at 4.8k/s. I'd really, really like to stay online FOR LONGER THAN TEN SECONDS with maximum speeds JUST A LITTLE BIT HIGHER THAN 4K/S AND IT WOULD BE REALLY NICE IF I COULD GET SOME EASTER EGGS ON GAIA BECAUSE SO FAR I'VE BEEN AT IT FOR AN HOUR, SINCE THE EVENT STARTED, AND YOU'VE LET ME STAY ONLINE LONG ENOUGH TO GET A SINGLE FUCKING YELLOW EGG. I've been looking forward to this event for WEEKS and I get ONE. FUCKING. EGG?!!?!?!!?!!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!? *MURDERS NETSCAPE!*
It's not like it's a peak hour or anything, dears.
kthxwvu,
empy
p.s. happy easter! |
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[Mar. 13th, 2005|04:50 am] |
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[Feb. 12th, 2005|10:41 pm] |
Dear Rinoa,
I hate you. Please die.
Love, empy |
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[Nov. 14th, 2004|03:33 pm] |
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I changed my AIM screenname.
zombie hammi
Zombie, zombie plushie, and zombie pie were all taken.
So add me and IM me. I really need deadaim so I can log onto both accounts at the same time. I could put up an away message on starrynite2005 saying my new sceenname.
Anyway, I won't come to you, so you come to me so I can add you. :) For now I'll be on starrynite2005. IM me on either account and I'll add you on the new one. :D |
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[Oct. 30th, 2004|09:44 pm] |
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 : I'm collecting those vial thingies. They're going to be completely useless, yaaaay. :D Or.. or turn us all into zombies. o____o;; So if you're on Gaia, give a vial to Secret Agent Empy por favor! :DDD
Is neopets doing anything special for Halloween? I'll have to check it out later. :3 |
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[Aug. 1st, 2004|06:58 pm] |
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I've made a lot of icons today--or, well, I guess bases with borders. ._.; I still haven't made any specifically for me. I don't think I'm EVER going to update my icon journal--should I just botch the thing? It's only got two entries. Hmm. I guess you can't be lazy and have an icon journal, too. :/
Anyway, sharing is caring. Here they are.
Eh heh. You can tell sooo much creativity went into these. ;___;
FLCL (Furi Kuri) Icon Teasers:   
( 24 Furi Kuri )
Actually, those suck. :x I'm sorry.
Aquarian Age teaser: 
( 5 Aquarian Age )
I also made a red dwarf colorbar! :D :D Not that anyone else watches Red Dwarf... >_>;; It's my first colorbar and it's not that great, but eh. Whatever. :D :D :D
Red Dwarf is Love.
It's so hard to find good RD images. If I can get a good picture of Mr. Flibble, I'll add it on as the green one. Sighh.
More later. ;____; |
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[Jul. 31st, 2004|07:01 pm] |
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In observance of Friendship Day (Aug. 1st, U.S.) I've decided to start this meme. You don't have to be in the U.S. to participate. Friends are international and universal; I just want to spread the love.
First, think of three friends who have done something kind for you recently. Something.. friendly. Three people who have been there for you, whether it's been online or off.
Now I want you to thank those people. Let them know how much you appreciate their kindness. You can let them know on livejournal, a forum, through e-mail, IM, phone, person-to-person--it doesn't matter. Just let them know you know they care, and you care, too.
And remember, this isn't a livejournal-only meme--print it out, post it in the office, in your locker, on a bulletin board, at a forum--but at least post this in your journal. Please help keep this message going all year round, not just on August 1st.
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<3, ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) secretagentempy |
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[Jul. 17th, 2004|06:26 pm] |
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Sorry for posting like twice in a row here. ._.;;
I've now changed my settings on AIM. Only people on my buddy list can contact me! This way I don't have to add someone and then block them if I don't want to talk to them, and I don't have to worry about them haunting me from another screen name.
Also, I keep getting invited into a porn chat by a bot, and that's sort of annoying. ._.;;
My AIM name is: starrynite2005
I've had it for like, 5 years. ._.;;
If you add me, pleeease let me know here or something.
ALSO, if you have my empyrean_art email address, PLEASE DON'T USE IT! <333 this is no longer a personal e-mail account. My e-mail address now is secretagentempy@hotmail.com. I need to delete some things in it because it only has 11% free space. ._.;; I wish hotmail would hurry up and give me my free upgrade.
Don't send me spam or forwards, please. :D I used to like the ones that would be poems, like the one about the little girl who calls the operator asking for heaven, or the one about the girl killed by a drunk driver, but they lose their charm when I get 1,346,324,525 e-mails about them. Then it's like, <|3. |
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[Jul. 8th, 2004|01:33 am] |
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Most of you know that I'm not really a religious (reli-gee-ous? O_o; I swear that's how it's spelled..) person, but at times I too like to think that something is listening, and sort of cares, and can sometimes change the way things happen. I saw a shooting star a few weeks ago (aren't they sort of rare in June?) and I made a wish, and to my knowledge it came true, so I'm thinking...
( Dear Universe, )
I guess that was pretty short all in all.
On a random note, I'm in a super-giving mood on Gaia right now, but having something like 200g isn't helping anyone very much. ._.; I've been giving away 50g to random small-time questers (for things like shoes or gloves or panties and whatnot), but I'd like to donate a lot more to BIGGER quests like Letters and stuff. So, since I have way more stuff on Neopets than I do on Gaia, does anyone want to trade Gaia items and gold for my Neopets items and neopoints? ;_; We'll pretend it's perfectly legal. It's all for charity, anyway. We'll call it 1,000 NP --> 100g, item values to be looked up in the shop wizard, hm?
My Neopets username is: empypants
There is no "T" in "EMPY". >_<;
My Gaiaonline username is: Secret Agent Empy
Pleeease? ;_; |
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[Jul. 3rd, 2004|01:40 am] |
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Caution, gratuitous use of the word "fuck" later on. Hey, just a warning.
An hour or so ago (I wasn't paying attention) I received a comment on one of my open-to-the-public journal entries. It was someone requesting to friend me.
( Because I know none of you would follow the link, here's a shot of what the comment says etc. )
And I thought to myself, well, okay, I don't see why not. I mean, what's one more friend, right? I don't particularly like being responsible for introducing someone to the site, but if they singled me out, I may as well.
So I decided to check their userinfo to see just what interests we had in common.
And all I can say is, WHAT THE HELL?!
( The interest list (text). )
I seriously doubt that someone who joined livejournal only a few hours ago would JUST HAPPEN to have 87 out of their 103 interests in common with me. Doesn't that seem a little suspicious? I mean, just a little.
I only say it's suspicious because the reason I turned my journal Friends-Only was to filter out a certain person who was being a little too obnoxious, and who I didn't really like to begin with, and I didn't really want to deal with him so I turned all my posts friends-only and put up a banner and everything. This was something like a year ago, or.. almost, at least, and I think he's gotten the hint. So I don't want to go assuming it's him, because it could be anyone, but damn.
There's no fucking way this is just some random person who happened to pick my name off a list of people with similar interests. It's POSSIBLE, but the only way they would have that many interests in common with me is if they found me and copied my interests to theirs. Even if it is just coincidence, which I HIGHLY doubt, it's all rather creepy.
Also, their email account, saati_chan@yahoo.com (as noted in their profile) was just created. Or at least their completely blank Yahoo profile was just updated 07/02/04, which to me is an indication that it was just made today. :/
And all this right after that anonymous comment that says I'm two-faced, which I guess I won't deny because I probably am at times, but was someone trying to prove a point with that? Somebody is trying to fuck with me and it's working, okay? So stop. If I'm really such a horrible person you can tell me right here and I won't hold it against you. In fact, I'll probably apologise for pissing you off, however I managed to do that, and then we'll remove eachother from our friends list (assuming we're on eachother's friends list) and that will be that, problem solved, once and for all.
There is always the small chance that saati_chan IS just some random internet person who just happened to be in the wrong place at the wrong time, in which case I'm sorry. But there's also a higher chance that they're someone I specifically don't want reading my journal, posing as just another newbie, and if that's the case then I'm not a happy camper because it's MY decision to ban them, not THEIRS, and tricking me wouldn't be very nice at all.
I'm fucking tense as I don't know what right now. The only reason I'm being so anal about this is because there's a chance that someone isn't respecting my wish for them to leave me alone, and they're trying to invade my privacy, or they're trying to beat around the fucking bush into proving a fucking point that I'm such a goddamned mean and ugly person. And it's a good fucking chance. At this point, I think it could be nearly anyone, so don't feel like I'm trying to single anyone out.
Fuck me, I'm probably blowing this whole damn thing out of fucking proportion. Maybe I'm not getting enough sunlight or something, I don't know, I've had a lot of paranoid thoughts on my mind these past few days and my nerves are shot to hell. Whatever it is it's my own damn fault, just someone let me know what the fuck's going on, please? I mean, Jesus, I'm near the end of the fucking list even if I was singled out by interest, with a username starting with "s", so I'm finding it a little hard to believe (though it's not impossible) that this was just a random occurance.
I'm going to shut up before I run myself into the fucking ground going in circles like this. One last time, if anyone has a problem with me, SAY IT. Post it here, but for the love of all that's holy don't do it fucking anonymously. If you've got a problem with me, I'll apologise, we'll unfriend eachother and be on our merry ways. Ta. |
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[Jun. 11th, 2004|02:01 am] |
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It's awfully early in the morning. Time for bed!
Let's see. I tried to get ahold of Brandy earlier and utterly failed. I probably scared her or something. My question I was going to ask was if we have any sort of band event on the weekend of Friday 25th through Sunday 27th. My relatives from California are visiting and my Dad seems adamant on my being here for it, and I'd love to be here because they're awesome, but if there's a band thing it's really an obligation to me. He tried to convince me that there were certain events that were excused and that it would be ok if I pre-excused it, and I pretended to go along with it, but that doesn't seem right to me. I made a commitment. Where is the line drawn between having an obligation and shucking responsibility? It will be the only time I'll be able to see my relatives until like Christmas, but I still wouldn't feel right about not attending a leadership camp or band camp if we had one.
So, yeah. Hopefully there isn't anything going on that weekend, but I have this dread feeling that there probably is. I knew I should've kept a better calendar. ;_; I could make a legitimate excuse that would counter the "you've had this schedule for x amount of months" argument, but that wouldn't matter because either way I'd still not be there. Sigh. ;_;
The most awkward thing just happened but I can't remember what it was...
Oh well. o_o
You know, sometimes I wonder if everyone secretly hates me. o_o I mean, there are instances where I guess someone's in a really REALLY bad mood and they say (or type) something to me that's supposed to be nice, but it just has this edgy, mean tone to it, you know? I don't think it's particularly unhealthy to think about these things.. I mean, I can't be lovable 24/7, can I?
You know what? It's 2:15 in the morning, I don't see why I even really care. ;_;
Doing some more thinking, I need some fanboys. I mean, it's nice to have fangirls and all, but I dunno, I'd like some fanboys, too. Maybe I have some and I don't even realise it! :D Fanboys, hullooooo? Are you there, fanboys? Comment if you can hear me! :D
Because I like to think outside the box (or something), I think I'll make this a public entry.
Plus, if I ever forget my password, I can look back on it and see just how crazy I really am. :D
I also wonder how many people have ever considered having a relationship with me. o_o I mean, you know how when you're single... well, okay, most of you probably don't remember that time. ;_; But when you're single, every now and then you might see someone and wonder about having some kind of relationship with them. Maybe it's for like two seconds or maybe it's for like two weeks, but either way you give it some thought. And I was just wondering how many people have wondered about me.
Because I'd have to say, I'd make a terrible girlfriend. All I do is sleep all day, and eat sometimes, and shower and stuff. I spend very little time naked lately because our roommate's son is living with us. I don't know, I just can't be naked when there's a 14-year-old boy in the next room.
That's actually a thought I'd like to get away from as soon as possible, so moving right along..
I bet if I made a video game or comic book that was really popular, then I'd get fanboys. :D Wow, I get hte neatest ideas when I'm sleep deprived! I'll make a magical girl story with butterflies! The boys will love it! XD
Wouldn't it be neat to have magic? I think that's the point of magical girl stories, though. To say that out of the blue, you never know, YOU might just get magical powers!
I know. I'll write a story about like, sixteen- and seventeen-year-old magical girls. A story for the little girls who grew up on Sailor Moon and had to grow out of it because their own dreams never came true! How cute! And the main characters won't have abnormally long or strangely coloured hair. They'll be completely normal and have experiences just like every other 17-year-old girl!
... I guess then, it would be rated OT for Older Teen, or maybe AO. Sigh. ;_;
I think I'll make her guardian animal a turtle. The End. |
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[Mar. 20th, 2004|08:26 pm] |
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I'm going to say this and I'm going to say it once because it really isn't something I'd like to dwell on or even involve myself in. And I really don't like being in a bad mood, but this topic puts me in one so I don't like to think about it.
I was not at school Thursday (as me and my bad self decided to skip) but I have been informed by many people of the events that transpired that day concerning our Band Director, Ms. Kimberlee Barry. I've also been watching everyone whine and bitch about her "spying" on their journals.
First of all, I think it's fucking stupid of you all to assume she'd do something that petty. Now, hey, my bad if that was actually the case, but in my opinion you were all being pretty immature. Maybe you were blinded by... I don't know, something. Stupidity, arrogance, adolescence?
I know what you're probably thinking: And who the hell is Susan to say this stuff? Don't get me wrong, I don't think I've got any right more than anyone to say these kinds of things. I really don't want to argue, but hell, it's my journal and they're my thoughts and I'm going to share them with whoever the hell will read them.
While in Band this year, I've observed a lot of.. let's say, two-facedness. I really can't believe the horribleness of some of our...*coughs*... band members.
Thursday, I've heard as I'm sure all of the rest of you have, Ms. Barry quit. I hope you're all very satisfied with yourselves. Oh, but she was such a bad Director, right? Maybe if people weren't such DICKS to her, she'd have been able to concentrate on the band instead of the immature fucks in it.
I know, this is just one of those things that you can look back on and laugh at. I don't think I'll be able to laugh, and you know why? Unlike some, I do plan on being in band next year. And I was really looking forward to seeing what Ms. Barry was going to do with the band, but not now. Now, some assfuck is going to come over to Direct us, everything's going to suck because, as a band, we've shown we can't perform if our teacher is actually a nice person. If the new director has any sense in their head, they'll be cracking the whip at everything we do.
Thanks for making it suck for the rest of us, guys. Yeah, that's harsh. And you're selfish, what's your point? |
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